Dreams By CC

I Will Not Surrender!


For years I've had a ache in my heart,
An emptiness that had always been
with me every waking moment, Wondering
if my life could of been different.

If I had not accepted what life handed me
in my younger years, would it had changed
anything, Would I not have this emptiness now.
Would I have that white picket fence life?

Sometimes I ponder the past and how it
has decided our futures, Frightened of the
unknown outside our door, Safe in our
environment we live in, letting life go by.

Nestled in our warm lil world of safety
used to the loneiness, but better than failure
of a new life, is this pride or just playing it safe.
Is this living life to the fullest, I think not.

I'm not to old to make changes, I have
the will to find my happiness, I may fail
But I won't give in to the unhappiness
that surrounds me, I will not surrender.


© 2001 CCathey571 (All rights reserved)

7/5/01